On the AIR

In my mind the white back ground all red cap letters, interior lit, sign common out side studio doors, on sound stages, by audio booths and now pictured in my mind as I sit with head phones on and a mike at my lips in the suburban living of a world class radio talk show host, co-hosting with >ME< an internet broadcast 2 hours long, which then is re-broadcasted at any time & forever via download

Do you think I think about what I AM going to say? No, can’t do it. If I begin to think about what I have to say it is a total disaster.

 Case in point, this is a true story: I recently met a very nice gentlemen with a last name I can’t quite picture in my head or remember how it is pronounced correctly when it matters - like out loud. In my head the million times I repeat it I say it correctly and it rolls off my tongue so easily in my mind  and then when it matters I go all Bridget-Jones-Diary-moment….for real it’s like that serious probably worst than “Titspatrick/Fritz Patrick” What about typo/Faudian slips? Do those count for anything? My pick went out as prick …

AM I supposed to hold back or let her rip? The voice/tongue/thoughts/ideas/views/interests/knowledge/experience/inexperience/laughs/tard-ness//mom-ness/MOM-ness/MO-Factor-ess/….

So much to be done, so much I can or can’t do, so willing to be involved where do I begin?

Rule # 1: I will only be where I AM wanted

A good friend handed a thick book titled: Usage and Abusage A Guide to Good English, thank you again my friend. Think I think about what I say, nope now I think about the words I choose to express myself clearly and concisely as possible for right now and then maybe one day I’ll eve ask a question….

A voice: We are given,

              …..an outlet I am expressing,

                 ……and broadcasting

Blessed AM I for sitting in the folding chair across from the guy with 85902490 years of radio experience who won’t stop making me laugh, can’t help but share his knowledge and has opened this opportunity for moi, MO, Monica Withac, still can’t believe that’s me! Hats off to all those who sat here before; I’m just happy to be here at all.

 Well, at least on the air I can refrain from using certain words in my speech and there won’t be any more droppings a “F” bombs unless its totally called for but other than that I speak from a place I AM learning and discovering the power which carries in a voice. I AM at balance and that which comes from the heart and the mind comes to heal - why give the negative more spin lets shine a light on the positive the beautiful the wonderful.

There are many ways to enter into Coconut Grove I always choose the most scenic lush with greenery and sensory experience - a path worthy of renting a convertible for a day- that's just the path I like to be on one in which I AM grateful for all I see and smell and sense from nature and those around me.

“Reaction man reaction not negative action but positive”

Oh how happy I feel to choose to bring good news and happy stories uplifting crazy esoteric healing homopathic advice and views especaily via being bounced off of the total opposite of views and we still laugh? “Hey makes for good funny radio, yo!”

What a fun way to explore each other’s limits and opinions and share the process through to happy conclusion when so few of us know how to agree to disagree. Here is an outlet to share the many blessing in the people I have met along the way with a message, a musical piece or just peace to share via vibration via the internet via to the world with The Beast!

Do you think I think about what I say? Nope, that which comes from the heart heals. I ask for guidance before I sit down in front of the microphone it calms me not my nerves just ideas of topics and things to discuss…. I plan a show as if I planned a long promo as if I planned a short art fair as if everything I have ever done in my “professional career” has led me to the now and here,

 “right here, right now”- Fat Boy Slim 

So I just go with it seems to be working so far... 

If feels so right as if everything is falling into place as it is suppose to, movement and energies are being exchanged, trust and words are being challenged and yet we are all still rowing in the same direction in the same canoe down the same river ….of happiness, and “Yes, B, the river is made of gold and we all live happily ever after….”

Plus I take notes:

Critic number #2 “Ask questions, don’t suck up”