I asked for guidance, for MY path to unfold before me because I’m lazy like that (hey if given the chance to ask might as well right?) and also because the daily surprise factor has got me hooked. Hooked into the NOW and a calm I surround myself in, it’s a personal kind of calm, it’s cool and it can hang, like a good enjoyable friend who never lets you down. I’ve achieved Cool Calm in hot and sticky Miami!
I asked for yoga one Friday morning, several quick clicks on the Mac and I was registered for a 200 hour teacher training course which started the next day hhhmmmm, at a studio about .25 miles from my house I had never been to hhhmmmm. When I got there a warm and sincere smiley faced woman greeted me and come to find out the style of yoga the studio practices is exactly the kind I like. Hhhmmm
It’s a 10-week Saturday/Sunday course that frees up my week hhhmmmm when one of my daughters found out I would be taking the course she wanted to join. Not wanting to dish out more big bucks and testing the depth of her true desire to practice yoga. I gave her information on a special program at a different yoga studio. She made the call hhhmmmm turns out MY yoga studio will be working with the SPECIAL program studio later on in the course so lets just in a few months say my daughter and I can possibly be working together through yoga with the same special program studio hhhmmmm hhhmmmm hhhmmmm
Do you see it? You let go and follow a whim, your hearts desire, an idea..mine was to do yoga. The desire to build a disciplined yoga practice is my goal and how better than to learn to teach yoga as you work on your goal and get in shape- is what I thought to myself.
Classes are free you are expected to attend and observe and eventually critique, I can be there every day, 5 minutes from my door….I must be on the right path this is so simple, right? Or is it how it should be how when we carry ourselves on a higher plane and work to bring those around us to a place where their vibration level is raised? I NOW feel free, helpful and as if I have a purpose: to share knowledge and heal.
How do I know? I don’t know. I’m just guessing, playing what can happen from here like games in my head. And then reality hits: day 2. “Oh, yeah right I can do that pose! And teach it? (next year, maybe)…what have I gotten myself into? I wonder and aloud as I watch the “sequence video” my body can’t do that! So as if I would be diverting anyones attention away from my lack of yoga practice my evil former tv producer head comes out (why, why, why?!)
“Ashley we’re making you a new video” and in a tone which was as if I had all the answers and yet can I hold a solid tree stand? Answer: NO. Hello? Yeah I’m in deep but the teacher is great, real (she curses), extremely knowledgeable and caring- I can see why her class is full on a Sunday morning and how you get that kind of body
…you work at it, everyday, step by step, asana by asana…. Namaste.
*May the by product of this course be an awaking of the hot chick with the flat belly and tight hamstrings who lives inside, that she may not be too obnoxious in her flaunting off all the of hours of sweat put in and if she is; even better!..oh boy if you didn’t like me then, wait till you see me… 10-weeks from now...lol!
** May the by product of this course truly be an awaking of a steady self-disciplined yoga practice.